Okay, so i made two blogs today. It's http://melodyandmom.blogspot.com and http://diaryofmelody.blogspot.com .
I made melodyandmom.blogspot.com just for my mother. I'm planning to tell this to her this coming May 3 2009. her 49th years on this earth. I can't buy any expensive gifts for her. I don't have money because it's summer and no classes. hehe. I hope that this blog i made for her would work and to let her know how much i appreciate her as my mother. And i hope she has her time to take and pay visit on the said site.
On the other hand, this site will serve as my online diary! sosyal diba? hehehe . Wherein i can write everything i want. My mood of the day, special happenings and many more. This site is not similar to http://its-melody.blogspot.com - they are different.
Okay! so my day - i'm all alone here at our house. My mother and father has their appointment in their clients, my sister1 is in her work and my bunso is in her school. AGAIN! i felt this again. I don't want this feeling that if i'm the only person in our house, it feels like they left me. I hate thinking that everyone left me. Mostly nowadays. I really need anyone today because --
Depression. Actually, i'm now in the stage of depression. I think my mind is caving in due to randomly, many and different personal problems that a girl could encounter. Having a problem is just normal. But in my part, i don't think this is still normal. wherever i look there's a problem ahead of me (studies, family , financial and errr love life.) It feels like they happened simultaneously. di man lang binigyan distansya.
MOOD OF THE DAY : alone and depressed. Emo mode!
QUOTE OF THE DAY:
"The truth is, everyone's going to hurt you. You just have to decide who is worth the pain."
-quotesbox.blogspot.com
♥♥Melody
